here, there .....everywhere?????

im still here, or am I there...or am I everywhere...I think as of lately I feel like I am everywhere.
So due to everything that has been going on and everything that continues to go in daily life I am behind on blogging, e-mails, laundry, and life. :) At times when I begin to feel overwhelmed I start to question everything that I do..It makes me want to put everything into check, to get a better balance on things. Including this blog. Should I keep going with this or just let it go for the time being..that is the question..I am not for sure that I even know the answer yet..

I do know that I love being able to type out my thoughts and feelings. It has definitely been rewarding. Like a journal of sorts..recording the happenings of daily life, the thoughts of a moment..the photos that tell my story..
So seeing as I don’t have the time to share my thoughts or do the tag thingy (which I will get to I promise Lee…sooner or later)…heres some photos I wanted to share….


Ok own up..who stole my baby???

Who is this 'tween' who got her hair straightened at the hair-dressers today??

OMG!! next it will be eye-brow waxes and bikini waxes...OUCH!!


Whoever stole my baby ...I want her back.....I'm not ready for this.

EVS to the world........

Ok i've been ignoring my blog.....I have an excuse. I've just not been able to cope with the fact that TOBY didnt win Supernova. that *bleep bleep bleep* stupid lukas did. i've been living in a state of pure disbelief and bewilderment!!!! i still Love you TOBY and will buy your album as soon as it hits the shelves!!! i have your song playing now on my iTunes!!! O - o - o - o - OH...........

Ok i have also been tagged by th ever so gorgeous Lee!! i will have to think about it for a bit and will be back.....I promise!!!

time for a change....

of song!! the dixie chicks were starting to annoy me. Now you can listen to the golden tones of Amy Lee from evanescence!!! Love this song!!! After listening to it get murdered on Rockstar :Supernova twice i needed to hear the real deal. Go Amy!!!!

In Memory of Rani

In Memory Of Rani

My emotions on this sad day......

A LO I did the other day to help me with my emotions. Dont think it worked but hey I tried!! Hey Steph! If youread this, the photo is another one of my bathroom photos!! Not bad hey!!! Shayne I know you will read this at sometime, I hope you can read the journalling. You know its me dont you!! I havent changed much over the years have I. I never got 'tough'. Still a big wuss!!!

And today is a specially sad day. Princess Rani's funeral is today at 2.30 SA time. We all are planning on lighting a pink candle for her. I hope if you read this in time, you will too. You might not know her, but if you are a parent you couldnt possibly imagine what she is going through, so light a candle not just for Rani, but for her brave parents Mel and John,and for her siblings, Josh and Teagan who are all incredibly brave as well. May you Rest In Peace Princess Rani and forever fly with the Angels.

Sweet, sweet Princess Rani....

With tears streaming down my face I write this.......Poor sweet Princess Rani lost her battle for life today. I have no words......my heart goes out to Mel, John, Josh and Tegan. Your little battler is now at peace.

Sweet Princess Rani